When you feel in your heart that something is wrong, you will see to it that it is made right, even if it is years later. No matter how tired you are, how beaten down you feel, you have to get up, pray, and take a stand.
I realize that it will be about 9 more years until I can hold her, I have to choke down the lump in my throat, tears come down my face. I close my eyes tight.
Nine years of feeling like this, nine more to go.
Only God can give one the strength to endure something so amazingly painful.