Days Away, In a Daze ….

My niece’s tenth birthday is two days away.

It’s a gloomy day today, almost like the sun knows that I don’t want it to come out.

Ten years of memories missed, cheeks not kissed, and an emptiness that drains my energy and makes my body and heart ache. It’s tiring.

Right now that’s all I can even get out because it all hurts so much.

I wish I could wish it all away. I want it to change, I just don’t want it to feel like this, anymore.

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