I miss you so much it hurts. I can’t put into words what I would give to hold you, to see you play, to see your pretty eyes. The love of an auntie is something so special, and when I think of what has been taken from us having an auntie-first niece relationship it makes me cry. And cry. And cry. I’m so lost without you, I’m amazed I’m able to even function. And to think my baby sister, your mom, feels my pain times a million, is too much for my heart to even handle. When I think of what this has done to her, I can’t even breathe. If I could give my life to take her pain, I would in a moment without question. We pray for you every day, we celebrate your birthday every year, we talk about you and all our dreams coming true when you come home, your pictures are all around the house, my car, and my desk…You are so loved and I want you to know that all of our hearts belong to you, our sweet babygirl….