Archive | July 2016

Some Things Are Worth Waiting For ( And They’re Usually The Best Things)

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Today, I came across this card dated November 19, 2005, 5:34 pm.

I didn’t read what I wrote inside because honestly it is just too painful.

Just holding it made my hands shake.

I truly believe that some things are worth waiting for and what I love the most about this beautifully simple card is the way the little fairy is sitting.

I find myself sitting in the same pose on the beach, up on the hill, at the park, at our million secret Bay Area spots, in the Bahamas, in Acapulco, in Puerto Rico, all around the world. In the turmoil of the chaos, I have the same look of peaceful patience …. watching the clouds, the birds, the sky, the waterfalls, and especially the butterflies ….

Love is the strongest force and it can survive the impossible.

I will wait in love, in joy, in faith, in peace, in patience …. and I’ll wait as long as it takes …. Because dreams really do come true, and the light will always shine in the dark to light the way ….

 

I love you my sweet Babygirl….

 

 

 

 

First & Last ….

She’s the first thing I think of in the morning, the last thing I think of before I go to sleep and so often I dream of her…. 

True love stays with you and it’s worth the fight, it’s worth the commitment and it’s worth everything you have to give….. even when you’re drained you find the energy somewhere….

You get up each morning with the same hope that this could be the day that your whole heart comes back together and all your dreams come true…. and your family will finally be complete….

You go down to sleep every night with the faith that maybe that perfect day just may, be tomorrow….

Round and round you go but you stick it out and you never get off the ride….

Every single thing is worth it for love that is undeniably true… 



Finding Myself In The Darkness ….

I daydream….

I laugh…

I love….

I play….

I discover….

I embrace….

I escape….

I write….

I kiss….

I reminisce….

I wish….

I create….

I teach….

I design….

I photograph….

I drive….

I dance…

I cook….

I shoot….

I paint….

I read….

I wonder….

I feel….

I plan….

I seek….

I find….

I learn….

I listen….

I adore….

I believe….

I cherish….

I pray….

 

The beauty is no one can take any of that away from me and it makes me feel like a fluttering butterfly …. refusing to stay imprisoned by extreme grief. And the best is only yet to come …. ❤