This hurts so bad, I can’t sleep.
My mind has been racing all day.
My heart feels heavy , and unforgiving.
It’s a constant feeling of how-do-I-get-through-this.
I want this over, and I want this right.
I’ve never felt so helpless, or anxious.
I close my eyes and just think … stop….stop…stop…. I don’t want it like this.
I want to fix it, and can’t, and that makes it hard to even breathe.
I can’t even sleep in the quiet, because it’s just too loud.